I havent been feeling myself lately. So much to think about, and hope for, and I seem to have run out of time with preparing for the reality that I am the only one Rilee is going to know out of the 2 that made her. It doesnt help that friends left and right are pregnant and getting married and excited to do all they can to make their family work as a whole. When here I am alone. Tired of fighting so hard. When asked if he was going to call her or come see her I get the response "its none of my business". Really? I thought that this was a co-parenting thing. I guess I was fooled again. Tomorrow is another day off. No work and no school. Just Rilee and I doing what we do best, being Just the 2 of us!
I need to make some new mommy friends. I need to get out of the house more and I cant wait to join the gym in February. I need to put myself closer to the top of importance. I have been putting Rilee so far ahead of everything im losing sight of my own happiness and in order to have her happy I need to be happy.
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