Tough Days

I knew it would come. The day where everything would hit me and I would get overwhelmed. Today was that day. Its Friday September 4th 2009 and all I could think about was how sick Rilee is and how I had to miss class to get her from school to get her some medicine and to make sure she was ok. I think that im going to snuggle with her tonight. I have been doing really good at work and staying on top of things in school. It is a bit much to take in but I know that if I breathe right that I will be able to handle it. Look how far I have come since Rilee was born. Nick hasnt even bothered to ask if im ok... or how things are. He uses facebook on a daily basis and didnt bother to respond or inquire about how Rilee is doing. You would think that as a father he would be able to step up at least a little bit. But of course this isnt something he is able to do.
Amy is moving in with Rilee and I! Yay. More money coming in. A friend here most of the time I need her. And someone I can love more and more! I cant wait to have my best friend living with me. It will be fun and awesome! And less stress cause I know Amy will help me when I need a moment! I love my life!